告訴我

究竟該如何才能下定決心
我怎麼可以這麼不堅定阿我 要命
動機不夠強？
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果然我這種奇怪的人還是需要別人來刺激
沒有對手什麼事都做不起勁
整體來說就是有病
所以難怪沒有前途

也因此現在只好三餐加宵夜的提醒自己別人怎樣怎樣
否則自己就怎樣怎樣
總而言之就是要自我激勵
利用別人來警惕自己

好吧
總比沒救好 未來也太令人緊張

一樣
我需要下定決心的密技！
密技密技嘰嘰叫！
嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰嘰
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下午拜Ohgisun的老爹捐獻的禮卷所賜 來去吃下午茶！
揪人揪不到 所以成員依就只有我跟Ohgisun 地點是上次也用禮卷吃大餐的那家
因為有禮卷 所以Ohgisun毛起來點 哪知有這麼多！

照片沒照出高度 所以看起來沒什麼份量
老天爺阿 我跟Ohgisun兩個餓鬼都沒辦法吃完它！

連晚餐都省了吃的飽飽飽
結果回程的路上好罪惡 罪惡阿 這些澱粉
明天中午劉逼逼要請客
這禮拜吃好好
這是鼓起勇氣拔智齒的獎勵嗎？
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一直好喜歡的專輯Bonnie mckee- Troble
最近拿出來重聽 比以前感覺更好
只是她一頭紅的發亮的頭髮的真的有嚇到我
沒辦法 人家從小就是創作人 難怪就有創作人的特質
真的耶 好想認識設計學院的人喔 總覺得"怎麼有這麼酷"的崇拜

來聽吧


Bonnie mckee-Somebody
lyrics:

I sit alone
In the dark theatre watchin' the people go by
Hand in hand
Everybody but me
Oh

I stay behind
Watchin' the credits roll by
Roll roll roll right by me

I know, I won't cry
Cause there is somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
Out in the rain

Won't cry
Not tonight
Because there is somebody waitin' for me
Oh yeah

I take a walk
The streets are busy tonight
And I am searching for you
Waiting to brush your shoulder
But I'm alone
I watch the faces roll by
Roll roll roll right by me

But I know, I won't cry
Cause' there's somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
Out in the rain

Won't cry
Not tonight
Because there is somebody waitin' for me

How many words will go unspoken
'Til I hear knockin' upon my door
I'm not talkin' the night I spent heart broken
But tonight I know
I won't cry no more
Oh

I lie awake
I left the porch light on
I hope it helps you to find your way
Outside
I hear the thunder roll by
Roll roll roll right by me

But I know, I won't cry
Cause' there is somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
Out in the rain
Not gonna cry tonight
No cause there is somebody waitin' for me
Not gonna cry tonight
No
No no no no
Oh
Not gonna cry
Not tonight cause there is somebody waitin' for me

I stay behind
Watchin' the credits roll by
Roll roll roll right by me